wasted?

*cheers*

"come up to meet ya, tell you im sorry..."

*cheers*

"you're beautiful it's true..."

*cheers*

my head's spinnin' like a top.
am i wasted?
no, am not.

thoughts runnin' in my mind,
like in a race they wouldn't stop.
am i wasted?
no, am not.

a couple of gulps
with a few notes i could humm in my clouded mind.
those were woes of an undying yet dying "thing".
am i wasted?
certainly not.

"and tell me you love me,
come back and haunt me..."

*cheers*

i came back for you.

*you're so f*cking special, i wish i was special...

i'm a creep. i'm a weirdo. what am i doin' here?"

*cheers*

"but it's time to face the truth...
i'll never be with you..."

*cheers*