i know

i am drowning
--drowning in the murky waters of grief and despair.
i know you wouldn't save me despite my struggle for little air.

i am chained
--chained in the pillars of pain and bitterness.
i know you wouldn't free me despite my battle for little freedom.

i am dying
--dying in misery in this sultry hell
i know you wouldn't redeem me despite my tight grasp for my dear life.

i know you would do a thing.
i just know.
you want to squelch my whole being.